天。灰

下起雨的天空
有点灰
就像我的心情

-

刚回到，就开始下雨了...H说,那边一朵云也没有...我说,今天我回家是对的... H说,不对...我说,为什么...H说,不知道...
[果然,今天的我不应该回家]

我想,这是我上大学以来,第一次让 M 担心我...见 M 的次数,越来越不频密了...每次见面,都会说很多,只为了不让 M 担心我...今天的我,失控了,真的失控了... M 说陪我回去...我撒娇不肯,不是因为我不要回去,只是,我不能让你担心了...
[M,让你担心了,不好意思...我不想你看到我回来时狼狈的样子]

N,希望今天突然找你谈,你不会被我吓到咯...你说,人不是神,不是拿来拜的,得罪也不用死...我想说,N,你说的话,套在正常人身上,是对的...但是,你似乎忘了,他不是正常人...
[我知道我是对的,但是,我可以拿什么和他对抗?]

Y,你常常告诉我,我付出的,会有结果...我,真的看不到...我想,现在的我,偏向了K那方...我想,这是我的噩梦...我,不会鼓励他们这样做...A,你说,这个社会很bitchy...我想,就算有多bitchy,我都可以熬过来...多亏你...J,你的一段话,让我很怀疑你...背后发生了什么,我不知道...但是我还一直帮你...J,你让我觉得自己很愚蠢...
[我知道,这篇部落有点灰...不要问为什么...谢绝留言...]

没那么简单

没那麽简单 就能找到 聊得来的伴
尤其是在 看过了那麽多的背叛
总是不安 只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫
没那麽简单 就能去爱 别的全不看
变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单 一久也习惯
不用担心谁 也不用被谁管
感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话 随便听一听 自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发里
相爱没有那麽容易 每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麽容易 才会特别让人著迷
什麽都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经
想念最伤心 但却最动心 的记忆

不告而别

又一个不告而别
这次,竟然是就这么的毫无预兆,出乎预料
这个季节,原本应该是充满欢乐的
现在,蒙上了阴影
想必,你们一家应该再也提不起劲庆祝新年了

依然活着的人,感恩在世上的每一刻吧
能做的事,不要等了,豁出去吧,你没有什么好损失的
因为,你永远不会知道,下一秒什么事会发生

刚刚和你通过电话的人
刚刚和你见面聊天的人
刚刚和你拥抱热吻的人
下一秒
可能躺在那里
没有反应
没有表情
没有温度

-安息-

let it be...

When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be

And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

And when the brokenhearted people
Living in the world ag...ree
There will be an answer, let it be

For though they may be parted
There is still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Yeah, there will be an answer let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, yeah, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

And when the night is cloudy
There is still a light that shines on me
Shine on until tomorrow, let it be

I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be

Yeah, let it be, let it be
Let it be, yeah, let it be
There will be an answer, let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, yeah, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

降温

当用心被急速降温
剩下的
只有尴尬
还有无奈

当心被急速降温
剩下的
没有什么
唯有宣布:心死

话,因该会成真吧... 至少,一颗冻死的心,已经不再是心...

Hero

specially dedicated for those who are on the edge of breaking down... i prefer the original version... but i couldn't find it on youtube...

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you ... can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt will disappear
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way